Long live all the magic we made!

Yesterday I told my best friend one of my biggest secrets.. 

I said: "It's just like,.. sometimes.. that i think I am scared of being an adult, you know.. 

& I guess maybe I am just not ready to grow up yet"

But gently she smiled & said, don't be scared Baby,

you may not know it, but you already did!

I called you last week, an accidental mistake 'Cause your name slipped out to some friend 

Forgotten old feelings are brand new today 'Cause I'm right back where I always stand 

You're just an old love turned memory Now I seldom see you around 

You're just an old love turned memory But you still turn my world upside down

• Moby- Everloving

• Adele- Rolling in the deep

• Adele- Someone like you

• Kings of Leon- The Face

• Xavier Naidoo- I've never seen 

• Asaf Avidan- My anchor 

• Florence & the machine- Cosmic love

• Overtone- 9000 days

• Paula Cole- I don't want to wait

• Champions League- Dime si erez feliz

•  Birdy- Skinny Love

•  Deathcab for Cutie- Lack of Color

• Joan Osbourne- One of us

•  The Calling- Wherever you'll go

“Love is blind, they say. But isn’t it more that love makes us see too much? 

Isn’t it more that love floods our brain with sights and sounds, so that everything looks bigger, brighter, 

more lovely than ever before?”

You are indescribable my dear.  You are like the stars and Jupiter and Mars and the moon and sun all merged into one.  You are difficult and hard to figure, like quantum science.  But you, you are beautiful in every way.  It's as if you were made to be beautiful and exquisite like a diamond and like fractals and art.  You are unpredictable, just like a meteor waiting to strike the Earth and waiting to stun me.  

You are the universe.

I have to ask you a question.
If two people love each other, but they just can't seem to get it together,

When do you get to that point of enough is enough?

 My knowledge is a gift,  my love is a burden.

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 The men in the room suddenly realized that they didn’t want to know her better.

She was beautiful, but she was beautiful in the way a forest fire was beautiful

 

something to be admired from a distance, not up close.

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A quick information about my current state of mind... 
First of all to mention: Happy independece-day Argentina!
I adore you, you big, wonderful, gorgeous, mindblowing country!

And even more important:
I looove my new family,

they are the best ones! I may not know how to express it in I am incredibly thankful & happy with my life right now.. I nearly can't believe it, but everything ist going like a clockwork!
Honestly it scares me a bit how well things are going these days & at least I know that nothing lasts forever..

But by now I have to say, I just enjoy it & after all I guess I really deserve it too!

So if I could choose at this moment, I wouldn't want to return to Austria..

But well...  you know what they say.. It'll all come right in the end.

xo Katy